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FAFSA/Goals/Coraline

I did my FAFSA earlier, I'm glad to get it out of the way
Soon the money will come for college
it's scary thinking I have only three months of High School left
and I'm still a virgin
it's shameful
but really not that big of a problem
the thing is, I'm stuck in friend mode with all the girls I know
which sucks
But college will be better
Meet new people, new friends, parties, etc
I wonder where I can get some ruffies...
hmm?
I'm kidding, rape is wrong, and Sex Offenders should be neutered.
Like misbehaving dogs.


In college I'm gonna focus on Science, most likely Biology/Marine Biology
I'll take writing and art classes as well, to hone my skillz.
I'm so looking forwards to Santa Barbara, It's such a beautiful campus

I'm going to miss my High School friends, but honestly? I wanna get the Hell outta Dodge.

I wanna go and be a new person
I'm not gonna act incredibly different
I just enjoy the novelty of making new friends and creating new friendships






Well, I saw the movie Coraline last week and I really appreciate it, It was incredibly similar to the book I read years ago and I felt nostalgia in remembering little details

about this wonderful book/movie.
Also it is scary. People think that claymation/puppetry means that it's for kids.
Well, it is for kids I suppose, but parents should read the book first, and then let the kids read it, then give the book to a friend and let them read it. It's a really good book, and the corruption of the other characters was much more obvious than when reading, also, I appreciated the psych-out climax(no laughing) that made some audience choose to leave the theater early...poor saps.
Also, their is an addition of the character 'Whyborn', who is not is the novel and is chiefly a dialogue mechanism for Coraline

This Movie is the continued advancement of more and more novels being evolved into films. I guess that is what every writer is going for, a big corporate check so they can live on easy street, but it also shows the lack of creativity for modern screenwriters. I love reading and writing and books in general, but I don't like it when people don't read the book because they saw the movie.
That pisses me off big time.

When I was in first grade, I read a books called Shrek
it was different, but very close(no mini-prince or were-ogress)

Books I know will eventually become movies:
1. Ender's Game Series (at least most of them)
2. Good Omen's
3. Most novels for Young Adults and Children.

The Cost of Human Life

I had to be a philosopher again.



is this why we are in Iraq?
is this why Cheney is a primary investor of Haliburton?
Are the leaders of our country bad people?


Is your life important to you?
Is your families lives important to you?
Your friends?
If their lives were in danger, you would try to save them?
Wouldn't you?
If you couldn't save them, imagine how defeated, how broken you would feel.
How cheated that you are out of reach to save their lives.
Imagine how they feel, that they could have been saved, but no one would, or no one did, or if no one even tried.
This is misery
and hate

Can you put value on a life?
most say no
but most people are liars.
would you give anything to save your dying mother? to save her?
you just but value on her life.
the human life has so much value that it is valueless. And people kill hurt those they love, those they hate, and those they don't even know.

The president may not shoot the terrorist
But he killed him
He put the protection of a nation above the cost of a terrorist's life.
Do you think he would do the same to you?
You betcha

Many people support the War in Iraq, Iran, or Afghanistan, because they value there own lives above those of people that had nothing to do with 9/11.
Everyone involve was from Saudi Arabia, and many hid in Afghanistan, a mountainous country notorious for it's opium farms. This is probably where Osama bin Laden is. We will never find him.
So we will kill as many terrorists as we can
To protect ourselves.

But we are actually begetting more enemies than before and funneling our money out of the country, crippling ourselves.
we need to go where our help is truly needed
Africa.
These poor people
they were stolen for their bodies
and killed for their land
and corrupted for their loyalty

They need the help
they ask for it
but the capitalist says that costs too much money, and then looks away.
Bastard

anyway
everyone is bad
but some people are good too
I'm not asking you to save everyone
at least save yourself

because it's unlikely anyone else will
unless you're a white kid
then the whole fucking nation will go up in arms to find you
because you're more important than the thousand of orphans in Africa
Fuck
People Fucking Suck
Hobbes was right
Disgust

New Comic/ New Name

I've created a comic that I'll be posting here soon
it's called schadenfeude, which is a German word that is the joy you get when bad things happen to other people
it's not as evil as it sounds
it can be as simple as someone tripping or as complex as hitting a three-legged dog with a rolled up newspaper =]

the comic is a classic kid+imaginary friend kind, with the main character based of yours truly and his imaginary friend, Bol, who is...not human.
you'll see it soon
I promise


Movies to see:
Coraline =]
The Wrestler
Slumdog Millionaire
Curious Case of Benjamen Button
The Watchmen
Taken

Things to buy
Fallout 3
Books
Whatever it takes so I can play SPORE
a didgeridoo
balloons for valentines...ugh

1984 is a great book

the plot twist near the begining of chapter 2 was INSANE

Also, I soon plan to start doing book reviews



IMPORTANT!!!
if you want cheap books, tomorrow, Saturday, February 7th, their is a book sale at the IB public library. So GOGOGOGOGOGO!!!


ps. I love you
pps I'm gonna apply for a job at GameCrazy, wish me luck!